From Un to Fun?

I am having an un day.
Uninspired.
Unmotivated.
Unfocused.
Unwilling.
Uncreative.
Uncomfortable.
Unfriendly.
Unaccepting.
Uncompelled.
Uncertain.
Unattractive.
Unbecoming.
And all the other un words that are unflattering.

But now I look again at the word unbecoming. I know what it's dictionary definition is and how it is tyipically used as an adjective to describe something that is unsuitable. But if you take the word apart and consider it literally, as a verb let's say it's kind of a wake-up call. Am I really unbecoming? Hmm...perhaps by focusing on the negatives of how I am being now - all the uns, ifs and buts - I actually stop becoming and do become unbecoming.

I don't want to UN-become, to become less. That sounds like shrivling up, becoming smaller. I want to become more, larger (well not larger all around just in my way of living), greater. And to be honest, I want this becoming to be more fun.

That's it! I want to FUN-become! I want to feel it is fun becoming who I am becoming, what I am becoming, as I am becoming.

While I'm fun-becoming perhaps that will help me also to be:
Fun-inspired.
Fun-motivated.
Fun-focused.
Fun-willing.
Fun-creative.
Fun-comfortable.
Fun-friendly.
Fun-accepting.
Fun-compelled.
Fun-certain.
Fun-attractive.

Sounds fun...